the top reasons why i love home.
the top reasons why i miss home.
dreaming of the sea...
something i love. a lot.
on the evening of Wednesday 28th December 2011, Timothy asked me to marry him…in his house…on the sofa
i said yes
<3
Christmas 2011
my favourite month of the year
the things that i did:
put up Christmas decorations in my new house
made a Christmas playlist with Timothy
watched the muppets
continued the traditional carol singing in Ashford
singing solos at the women’s evening
put decs up with Raymond
dressed up in a sari and top hat
enjoyed the students Christmas party at college
went to a staff Christmas evening
Henley and Windsor with Timothy <3
bought and wrapped presents
received presents
took Raymond to the carol service
ate an incredible Gingerbread cupcake
saw the lights in central and my bestie
went to Haagen Dazs
travelled to Liverpool
drank Christmas spiced honey with lemon
made a gingerbread house with Matthew
spent time with family
watched Christmas films with the siblings
ate a lot of chocolate
cooked Christmas dinner
completed a colouring book
wore a moustache
showed Timothy off to the family
walked on walls in chester
lazed around
…got engaged…
needed to document the advent calendar that my Timothy did for me this year…
feel very blessed and thankful for him
he is completely awesome and wonderful and lovely
<3
guess what i did this evening…
*yay* December 1st <3
my Timothy went off to America with his dad for 11 days on thursday.
i am not coping very well.
i am anxious, restless, mopey, distracted…
it’s not just the fact that i don’t get to see him for that amount of time, the worst part of it is the lack of contact. one text a day just really doesn’t cut it.
i did not fully realise how dependent i am.
what a silly little girl i have become.
